Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Flight - 100 words
I was flying.
I had always wanted to, ever since I was a little girl and all through my teenage years. I had still wanted to fly in my mid-twenties when I met and married Josh.
I had nurtured his children, kept the house clean and even scratched out a bit of a social life. With carefully approved friends I might add. I went to the parties and played the host, and through it all, I still wanted to fly.
I was determined to fly when I stepped onto the bridges ledge.
To bad the flight was all to short.
New challenge
Okay kids, sorry I didn't participate in the last challenge, but I just don't have the time to hunt up old stuff at the moment...so here's a new challenge instead (which I will be doing with my Creative Writing class tomorrow, and I shall post results).
Challenge: the ubiquitous 100-word story. That's right, a complete story in 100 words exactly. Like this one:
Love it. Makes me think of Amber for some reason.
Ready? Go.
Challenge: the ubiquitous 100-word story. That's right, a complete story in 100 words exactly. Like this one:
The Wedding
Short, short story by Becky Ruth Powell
She looked at the name on the wedding cake. She couldn’t remember whether she was Lisa, or Beth, or Mary. She was Lenora this time. She looked at her new in-laws, who adored her. Mother, aunt, sister, like three scoops of sherbet in pastel dresses, strands of pearls buried in folds of neck-fat.
Lenora considered whether she’d rushed things by spiking his cup of wedding punch, but when his head plopped onto her shoulder she dismissed doubt.
Amid the chaos of death, she inherited his sizeable estate. Her in-laws fussed so over her well-being, she grew fond of being Lenora.
Love it. Makes me think of Amber for some reason.
Ready? Go.
Monday, September 17, 2012
Project Assignment #2: Modernize a classic
In 500 words or less, modernize a classic, a la "The Lizzie Bennett Diaries" on YouTube or something a little less dramatic, like Eric the geeky emo kid who always hides behind his hair offers to help cheerleader Christine become a better singer.
No need to build a whole world - just one scene. Be as creative as you like! If you can, make your readers guess.
Good luck this week, writers, and revisit your favorite classics.
Project #1 Overview: Reboot
So...I'm still getting back into the swing of things. And I forgot to post, well, anything yesterday. But here's my overview for our first project assignment of the reboot. The hardest part for me was picking a piece to rewrite, because there were so many to choose from. I figured the important consideration was to rewrite a piece that meant something important to a project I already had going, and I figured a little Dagaz wouldn't hurt, since I fully intend to finish that story (one day).
Most of my revisions were minor, but they were to cut down on some of my bad habits, like too-long sentences. I also battened down the point of view so it was a little tighter, and that helped. Some aspects of the plot itself needed to change, like Asia's reaction to discovering young James had never been kissed.
Here's to the reboot!
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Pay (revised)
Original post is here.
He was fifteen and tall for his age, still narrow in the shoulders, and completely and utterly grass-stained. Asia suspected, after the last time she’d seen him, any hope he wouldn't like Arcturus was futile. He even moved the same, which was uncanny. How could she still find things uncanny when she lived with a quislai, a genie, a fire elemental, and a dragon?
The boy was fast, skilled from practice. Asia felt something tug in her chest when she saw the rest of his teammates stand in a circle around him for a pep talk. Arcturus had been fifteen when he pulled the sword from the stone, and he was king soon thereafter, leading his men into battle. She remembered how much Emrys had fretted that the only table he could find on such short notice for the inaugural council meeting was circular.
The players spread themselves across the field once more, and James began shouting orders. Asia watched the teenagers move with ragged synchronicity. Even in practice, James ran his team like they were in competition. Then one of the boys made wild, flying kick, and the ball came right at Asia’s head.
She reached up and plucked it out of the air.
“Sorry about that!” James trotted toward her, waved his arms. “Give us a throw-in, would you?”
Asia sauntered down the bleachers toward the sidelines. She hefted the ball a few times, then looked at him, considering. “What will you give me if I give this back?”
The confusion on his face was priceless. Apparently he’d never been challenged like this before. “We’re in the middle of practice.”
Asia spun the ball on her index finger. “Indeed you are, but as soon as this left the pitch it was no longer in your possession, and now it is in mine. So...what are you willing to pay?”
“Pay?” James echoed. “That ball belongs to the school --”
Asia remembered baiting Arcturus when he was king, just to see the way his cheeks flushed and his eyes burned bright.
“Pay,” she said. “What will you give me?”
James patted down his pockets reflexively. “I don’t have any money, but --" He lifted his head, green eyes blazing. "This is madness. Can we have the ball back, please?”
The rest of the players were getting restless. Asia raised her voice. “What say you, lads? How much for your football? Is it worth a kiss? Maybe two?”
The boys gaped at her. One of them laughed; another let out an indecorous whoop and holler. James turned bright red.
One lad was brave. “Go on, James, kiss her!”
James prowled toward the sidelines, wary and still blushing. He was muttering under his breath, and any other mortal wouldn’t have heard it, but Asia did. She was going to share his first kiss?
He was fifteen and tall for his age, still narrow in the shoulders, and completely and utterly grass-stained. Asia suspected, after the last time she’d seen him, any hope he wouldn't like Arcturus was futile. He even moved the same, which was uncanny. How could she still find things uncanny when she lived with a quislai, a genie, a fire elemental, and a dragon?
The boy was fast, skilled from practice. Asia felt something tug in her chest when she saw the rest of his teammates stand in a circle around him for a pep talk. Arcturus had been fifteen when he pulled the sword from the stone, and he was king soon thereafter, leading his men into battle. She remembered how much Emrys had fretted that the only table he could find on such short notice for the inaugural council meeting was circular.
The players spread themselves across the field once more, and James began shouting orders. Asia watched the teenagers move with ragged synchronicity. Even in practice, James ran his team like they were in competition. Then one of the boys made wild, flying kick, and the ball came right at Asia’s head.
She reached up and plucked it out of the air.
“Sorry about that!” James trotted toward her, waved his arms. “Give us a throw-in, would you?”
Asia sauntered down the bleachers toward the sidelines. She hefted the ball a few times, then looked at him, considering. “What will you give me if I give this back?”
The confusion on his face was priceless. Apparently he’d never been challenged like this before. “We’re in the middle of practice.”
Asia spun the ball on her index finger. “Indeed you are, but as soon as this left the pitch it was no longer in your possession, and now it is in mine. So...what are you willing to pay?”
“Pay?” James echoed. “That ball belongs to the school --”
Asia remembered baiting Arcturus when he was king, just to see the way his cheeks flushed and his eyes burned bright.
“Pay,” she said. “What will you give me?”
James patted down his pockets reflexively. “I don’t have any money, but --" He lifted his head, green eyes blazing. "This is madness. Can we have the ball back, please?”
The rest of the players were getting restless. Asia raised her voice. “What say you, lads? How much for your football? Is it worth a kiss? Maybe two?”
The boys gaped at her. One of them laughed; another let out an indecorous whoop and holler. James turned bright red.
One lad was brave. “Go on, James, kiss her!”
James prowled toward the sidelines, wary and still blushing. He was muttering under his breath, and any other mortal wouldn’t have heard it, but Asia did. She was going to share his first kiss?
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Can I keep it 2
Can I Keep It?
(Original)
"He followed me home Sir," Joe said in response to his commanders questioning look. David had stopped Joe as he tried to walk quietly through the dining room and to his own room. He was holding a small ball of fluff and petting it gently with one finger.
Joe had tried to sneak it past his commander and into his room, hoping to keep the little creature a secret for a while. He held the kitten close to his chest, cupping it in both hands as if to protect it.
"Can I keep it Sir?" Joe asked in a small voice, his eyes large and pleading.
David stopped and carefully considered his answer before he gave it. He knew how hard their job was, how much it was important to having something to care about, something that cared about you. Cared unconditionally.
"Alright Joe," David said, "You can keep it."
Joe had tried to sneak it past his commander and into his room, hoping to keep the little creature a secret for a while. He held the kitten close to his chest, cupping it in both hands as if to protect it.
"Can I keep it Sir?" Joe asked in a small voice, his eyes large and pleading.
David stopped and carefully considered his answer before he gave it. He knew how hard their job was, how much it was important to having something to care about, something that cared about you. Cared unconditionally.
"Alright Joe," David said, "You can keep it."
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Objective: Don't get caught.
I eased open the front door of our safe house with one hand and with the other carefully cradled my cargo. I knew the door would be noiseless but I wanted to make absolutely sure that no one knew I was there. The others were home, I could tell by the smell of Steve's cooking and the sound of Bryan and Mark watching the news in the front room.
I paused just after nudging the door closed behind me to listen. I couldn't quite tell if anyone was in the dining room, but I thought not. I paced closer towards the entrance to the dining room and the hall just beyond it. My room was the second on the left, the first belonged to Mark and Bryan, and the third was David and Joe. I shared my room with Steven, but I didn't think he would rat me out to David, even if he did find out.
I was just letting out the breath that I had been holding, thinking that I was home free when I heard someone clearing a throat behind me. I winced internally and turned to face the music.
David was sitting at the dining room table with schematics spread around him, working on the next mission. I looked at my commander and held the little kitten close to my body. I saw David raise an eyebrow at me in a silent request for an explanation for the little bit of fluff in my hands.
"He followed me home Sir," I muttered, dropping my gaze to the little creature as it sat purring in content. I petted it with one finger and the vibrations increased in volume and intensity as its little eyes closed. I looked up at my commander and I couldn't help the next words that came out of my mouth, "can I keep it Sir?
I held my breath as I watched him weighing his options and decision. I could almost see his choice in his eyes before he spoke, and I had to stop myself from hugging him.
"Alright Joe," David said to me with a small nod, "you can keep it."
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Challenge #1 - Begin Again
So to jump in and get our feet wet, how about we take an old piece we have done and rework it. Less pressure to produce something new, and at the same time we can get used to editing and rewriting. (This is for me) Post the previous piece along with the reworked piece in once post.
Ready... Set... GO!!!
Happy Writing!
Ready... Set... GO!!!
Happy Writing!
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Regret?
When I am an old woman and I can hardly see
And my limbs are as gnarled as an old oak tree
And naught but my thoughts are left to me
Should I regret the time I spent with thee?
When the tapestry of life has been spun
And sands of time have been outrun
And we feel as if we have just begun
Should I sorrow when our time is done?
When the end has come to us at last
And all of our life is in the past
And all that's left to us is fading fast
Could all that we had be surpassed?
And my limbs are as gnarled as an old oak tree
And naught but my thoughts are left to me
Should I regret the time I spent with thee?
When the tapestry of life has been spun
And sands of time have been outrun
And we feel as if we have just begun
Should I sorrow when our time is done?
When the end has come to us at last
And all of our life is in the past
And all that's left to us is fading fast
Could all that we had be surpassed?
Monday, June 11, 2012
Five Things - SPN and GG
There are five things Dean Forester will never tell Rory Gilmore.
1. He's already read every book she's ever lent him. He read Anna Karenina on a long car ride, and again by candlelight while huddled in an empty church while winter winds howled down the walls. He didn't compare them to banshees, though, because real banshees didn't sound like that. He appreciated Tolstoy's style, if not his plots, but of the Russian writers he liked Pushkin better. Maybe it was in his nature to enjoy a story about a good game of cards.
2. When he said he'd kill Tristen for giving her crap at the dance, he hadn't meant it, not really. He knew how to sound like he meant it, because sounding like meaning was often scarier than actually meaning it. But Tristen was just a boy, a poor, annoying fool with a crush on a girl who already had a foolish crush of her own, and Tristen hadn't done anything to deserve death. Besides, dealing death with bare hands was a rare occurrence, one to always be avoided.
3. In Chicago they did call it pop, so he learned to call it pop, and back West they called it pop too, but down South it was Coke, no matter what it actually was, it was Coke. You walked into a dingy diner, the gum-snapping, slow-drawling waitress came to take your order, and when you asked for a Coke, she asked what kind, and cherry and vanilla weren't the type she meant.
4. He's smarter than any of the residents of Stars Hollow know or could possibly guess. Other students are athletes, musicians, cheerleaders, shining on the school auditorium stage or rousing school spirit on the football field. He gets straight A's, quietly and persistently, and he's going to an ivy league school as soon as he's done with the high school in this little town - or any little town. Rory wants to be a journalist, and that's fantastic. He wants to be a lawyer, to shine some measure and justice in ordinary people's lives. And he's going to go to Stanford to make it happen. Palo Alto is nice no matter the time of year.
5. His name isn't really Dean Forester. Dean is his brother's name, and Dean is a mechanic, but Dean is leaner, sharper, blonder, and would use a copy of Anna Karenina to start a blaze for a corpse before he'd read it.
But when he kisses Rory and tells her he loves her, that's all truth, and it hurts like hell when it has to end.
1. He's already read every book she's ever lent him. He read Anna Karenina on a long car ride, and again by candlelight while huddled in an empty church while winter winds howled down the walls. He didn't compare them to banshees, though, because real banshees didn't sound like that. He appreciated Tolstoy's style, if not his plots, but of the Russian writers he liked Pushkin better. Maybe it was in his nature to enjoy a story about a good game of cards.
2. When he said he'd kill Tristen for giving her crap at the dance, he hadn't meant it, not really. He knew how to sound like he meant it, because sounding like meaning was often scarier than actually meaning it. But Tristen was just a boy, a poor, annoying fool with a crush on a girl who already had a foolish crush of her own, and Tristen hadn't done anything to deserve death. Besides, dealing death with bare hands was a rare occurrence, one to always be avoided.
3. In Chicago they did call it pop, so he learned to call it pop, and back West they called it pop too, but down South it was Coke, no matter what it actually was, it was Coke. You walked into a dingy diner, the gum-snapping, slow-drawling waitress came to take your order, and when you asked for a Coke, she asked what kind, and cherry and vanilla weren't the type she meant.
4. He's smarter than any of the residents of Stars Hollow know or could possibly guess. Other students are athletes, musicians, cheerleaders, shining on the school auditorium stage or rousing school spirit on the football field. He gets straight A's, quietly and persistently, and he's going to an ivy league school as soon as he's done with the high school in this little town - or any little town. Rory wants to be a journalist, and that's fantastic. He wants to be a lawyer, to shine some measure and justice in ordinary people's lives. And he's going to go to Stanford to make it happen. Palo Alto is nice no matter the time of year.
5. His name isn't really Dean Forester. Dean is his brother's name, and Dean is a mechanic, but Dean is leaner, sharper, blonder, and would use a copy of Anna Karenina to start a blaze for a corpse before he'd read it.
But when he kisses Rory and tells her he loves her, that's all truth, and it hurts like hell when it has to end.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Technique Study: Flashback
Kyle spun on his heel and went to storm out of the room, and out of the corner of his eye he spotted a photograph. A woman holding her daughter smiled and waved at the camera while the little girl tried to hide her face.
Kyle knew that woman.
"Mom," he breathed.
* * *
"Kyle, hurry up!" Julie pawed at her eyes, squinting in the bright noonday sunlight.
Mom laughed, tugged Julie into her arms for a hug.
"Take the picture, honey!"
Kyle, who was hesitant about using Dad's fancy camera - he was a professional photographer - lifted it, pressed the buttons carefully.
"Are you ready?"
"Say cheese, Julie," Mom said.
Julie buried her face against Mom's collarbone and muttered, "Cheese."
Mom waved. Kyle pressed the button for the shutter.
And then behind him, someone screamed. "Fire! Fire! The house is on fire!"
Kyle turned around, and the camera tumbled from his hands, bounced against his chest so hard it knocked the breath out of him.
Flames licked up the roof of his home. Dad was still inside.
Kyle screamed.
* * *
"You all right?" Sam asked.
Kyle paused, blinked. "What? Yeah."
Sam stepped closer. "Is there something in that picture that's important."
"No," Kyle said. "Just - I hadn't looked at it in a while. I didn't know anyone got it developed. It was from the day our house burned down."
Dean raised his eyebrows. "Your house burned down?"
Kyle shrugged, jammed his hands into his pockets. "When I was a kid. My dad was still inside. What does it matter?"
"Was the fire an accident?" Sam asked.
Kyle frowned. "What else could it have been?"
Sam and Dean exchanged looks.
Kyle's chest tightened. "Do you think the fire was set deliberately?"
"Well," Sam began, and Dean said,
"Your father thinks it was."
Kyle knew that woman.
"Mom," he breathed.
"Kyle, hurry up!" Julie pawed at her eyes, squinting in the bright noonday sunlight.
Mom laughed, tugged Julie into her arms for a hug.
"Take the picture, honey!"
Kyle, who was hesitant about using Dad's fancy camera - he was a professional photographer - lifted it, pressed the buttons carefully.
"Are you ready?"
"Say cheese, Julie," Mom said.
Julie buried her face against Mom's collarbone and muttered, "Cheese."
Mom waved. Kyle pressed the button for the shutter.
And then behind him, someone screamed. "Fire! Fire! The house is on fire!"
Kyle turned around, and the camera tumbled from his hands, bounced against his chest so hard it knocked the breath out of him.
Flames licked up the roof of his home. Dad was still inside.
Kyle screamed.
"You all right?" Sam asked.
Kyle paused, blinked. "What? Yeah."
Sam stepped closer. "Is there something in that picture that's important."
"No," Kyle said. "Just - I hadn't looked at it in a while. I didn't know anyone got it developed. It was from the day our house burned down."
Dean raised his eyebrows. "Your house burned down?"
Kyle shrugged, jammed his hands into his pockets. "When I was a kid. My dad was still inside. What does it matter?"
"Was the fire an accident?" Sam asked.
Kyle frowned. "What else could it have been?"
Sam and Dean exchanged looks.
Kyle's chest tightened. "Do you think the fire was set deliberately?"
"Well," Sam began, and Dean said,
"Your father thinks it was."
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Million Things
There are a million things I could have done.
I could have drunk the desert rain.
I could have loved, but feared the pain.
I could have lived a life so free,
unbound, as a bird upon the sea.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
I might have found the rainbows end.
I might have been a constant friend.
I might have been a beacon bright,
I might have been someone's delight.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
There are a million things I might have done
Coulds and mights, and did not one.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
I could have reached and touched the sun.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
I could have drunk the desert rain.
I could have loved, but feared the pain.
I could have lived a life so free,
unbound, as a bird upon the sea.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
I might have found the rainbows end.
I might have been a constant friend.
I might have been a beacon bright,
I might have been someone's delight.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
There are a million things I might have done
Coulds and mights, and did not one.
A million things, and all times two,
All of which, I did not do.
Forever Living, Forever Dying
Forever living, forever dying.
Upon the wings of both I'm flying.
Here forever trapped to be,
Between the mountains and the sea
And somewhere else I do not know.
Somewhere midst the drought and snow.
Or else in prairie lands so vast.
Perhaps its now, perhaps the past.
I look to see but cannot tell,
Am I in Heaven or in Hell?
Where at last does it stop,
In the valleys or mountain top?
Cannot rest, nor drink my fill.
Continuing on, tormented still.
And my soul is forever crying,
Forever living, forever dying.
Upon the wings of both I'm flying.
Here forever trapped to be,
Between the mountains and the sea
And somewhere else I do not know.
Somewhere midst the drought and snow.
Or else in prairie lands so vast.
Perhaps its now, perhaps the past.
I look to see but cannot tell,
Am I in Heaven or in Hell?
Where at last does it stop,
In the valleys or mountain top?
Cannot rest, nor drink my fill.
Continuing on, tormented still.
And my soul is forever crying,
Forever living, forever dying.
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Dance with Me
"Where are we going?" I asked and stumbled just slightly. It was just me and Chris tonight. Dianne had stayed home.
"You'll see," He said and I felt his arm tense as he steadied me. I could faintly smell his unique scent on the whisper of wind that passed us by.
"Or rather I won't," I teased him right back. My hand was wrapped around his bicep and his other hand was covering mine.
"Don't worry, I won't keep you in the dark for long," I could hear him smiling at the banter.
"Seriously Chris, where are we going?" I asked as we walked down the street. I was comfortable with him leading me now, though most of the time Dianne was with us too. Chris had said that where we were going Dianne wouldn't be very comfortable.
Chris laughed at my impatient tone and I shot a glare at him that was pretty ineffectual. I could tell because he laughed again. "We'll be there soon Miss Impatient."
"Can you at least give me a hint?" I begged.
"Oh no," Chris said and patted my hand, "any hint I would offer would give it away. You're just way to cleaver for your own good."
We walked along in silence for a few minutes when Chris said, "you know you're cute when you pout, but that's not going to get me to tell you where we are going, besides, you'll know soon enough."
I laughed and leaned into him, letting my head rest on his shoulder for the briefest of moments.
After walking a few more minutes I could hear something on the wind, the faintest strains of music.
"Are we going to a concert?" I asked. I could feel his gaze turn towards my face.
"Not quite," he said and steered us closer to the music. At the moment it was a nice piece of west coast swing. I could feel the difference in the air when we entered a building and the music was much louder.
"There is a chair to your five o'clock," Chris said and steered me towards it. I sat down and listened to the music for a moment.
"This is nice music Chris, but why are we here?" I asked. I was dying to know what he had planned.
"Just sit still a moment," Chris said. I could hear him rustling close by and a couple of faint clicks, and I jumped horribly when I felt him touch my foot.
"What are you doing?" I asked and pulled my foot away from him.
"Changing your shoes," he said in a matter of fact tone.
"And why are you doing that?" I asked, I was really confused now, but allowed him to switch out my shoes. I could tell that they were low heels, strapped, but sturdy.
"Remember a few days ago when we were at that little cafe and that song came on?" Chris said. He had finished with one foot and started on my other.
"Yeah, What about it?" I asked. I was beginning to get an idea of where this was all going and I almost wanted to cry from the sweetness of Chris's gesture.
"You said that you missed dancing. You missed the Cha-Cha, and the Samba, Foxtrot, and the Waltz." he said as he finished with my other foot, "So I thought you would like to go dancing again," as he finished he sounded as if he were unsure. I could feel him still crouched down in front of me and I felt the warmth and pressure as he places his hands lightly on my knees. "That is, if you want to," he said, "we can do something else if you would rather."
I couldn't resist leaning forward and wrapping my arms around his neck in a tight embrace. "Thank you," I whispered against his cheek. I leaned back and he stood up, holding on to both of my hands and lead me towards the dance floor.
As a new song flooded the room my left hand slid up his arm to rest just above his bicep and I held out my left for him to grasp. I felt his other hand on my shoulder blade and he said, "you ready?"
I nodded and he lead me with sure movements into a flowing waltz.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Poetry Compilation
These are all poems that I have worked on over the last year. But I didn't think you would want them all posted separately. If you do then I am more than willing.
Dance
We dance across the moonlit floor;
Our arms, hands, and bodies one.
I follow in the path you trace,
You show me how it's done.
I smile at every misplaced step.
Patiently you lead me round.
Though I can feel the earth below,
My steps have left the ground.
Elixir
When I ponder on the days I had
I know not what to think.
Your love was an elixir
That I would deeply drink.
Oh, I knew not what that potion was.
Truth, or lust, or lies?
All I know is from that cup
My heart grew sad but wise.
Bloom
I loved you then, when year was young,
And all was green and new.
I loved you still, as days were long,
And nights were brief and few.
I continued to love you in the chill
Of winters darkest gloom.
But when the spring had come again;
My love, it did not bloom.
Where are you now?
I could feel the sunshine's warmth
From your golden smile
I could breathe the clearest air
I Could walk with you for miles
Where are you now?
Your tender arms surround me
Kept me safe all through the night
And when the dawn awoke me
You were always in my sight
Where are you now?
Your kisses breathed life into my soul,
Taught me how to live.
Everything I had was yours
All that I could give.
Where are you now?
Eagerly
Eagerly I sought your eyes
To tell me of your soul
I had a wish that you might see
My heart that you had stole.
Eagerly I met your gaze
but saw no spark within.
The coolness of your look was pain,
Though your touch burned upon my skin.
I closed my eyes to shield my heart
From glancing I refrain
I put it all to a restful death;
I dare not look again.
Wishes
Wishes are a way to think
Of things that could not be
They bring a smile to your lips
And set your dreaming free.
Wishes are a lot of fun
Although they don't come true.
The sparkle in the morning sun
And fade like morning dew
Birds
Time is forgotten,
when roses bloom in spring.
Tiny birds return again
and teach my heart to sing.
A simple tune of life's new growth
thaws my frozen heart
Help me to forget him birds
and give my life a start.
Deathless Sleep
Wake now from your deathless sleep;
Open up your eyes.
Bring again your sweetest smile,
Hold here to your earthly ties.
Let you gentle hands once more
Encompass all you love.
Let your spirit here remain
In a world that you are part of.
Let your arms embrace again
friends who hold you dear.
Know that a life of joy awaits
for many and many a year.
Shells of Autumn
Drifting autumn leaves are now
Shells of what was young
Summer dies along times way
Winter still unsung
Barren limbs reach for the sky
Silent cold and gray
Twitching in the winter winds
Gone are days of may
Wind replaces song birds call
Whistling sharp and shrill
Keening to the moonless night
Echo winters chill
Did Not, Would Not
I did not heed you when you called
I did not stop to know
All the words that you could say to me
As the winds of winter blow
I would not stop touch your hand,
All my dreams had gone awry
I could not let you see my tears
I will not let you see me die.
Eternal Call
It's been forever since I've seen you;
An eternity it seems.
Though it has only been a few short years
In the scheme of things.
I cannot recall you clearly,
No matter how I try.
I always feel you watching me,
Guarding me, as my days fly by.
The years have passed I've seen a lot,
I yearn to tell you all.
I have waited oh so patiently,
For your gently call.
It seems I can go no further
Though I try with all my might.
You seem to be just ahead of me.
Somewhere just out of sight.
I'm weary and I stumble,
I feel about to fall.
When I hear you calling to me,
That last eternal call.
Twisted Perceptions
Earth above and sky below;
Moonshine and the sunlight's glow.
Winters growth and summers snow;
Rivers stop and deserts flow.
Solid wind and misty stone.
Truths are hidden, secrets shown.
King's stool and a paupers throne
Multitude of suns, a star alone.
Crystal fire and blazing ice.
A single sleep and a first kiss twice
Careless shadows, worlds precise
A fractured gem at double the price
Lofty plains and valley peaks
Adamantine flowers, Granite weak
Quicksilver snails and lighting creeps
Vigorous death, and life that sleeps.
Dance
We dance across the moonlit floor;
Our arms, hands, and bodies one.
I follow in the path you trace,
You show me how it's done.
I smile at every misplaced step.
Patiently you lead me round.
Though I can feel the earth below,
My steps have left the ground.
Elixir
When I ponder on the days I had
I know not what to think.
Your love was an elixir
That I would deeply drink.
Oh, I knew not what that potion was.
Truth, or lust, or lies?
All I know is from that cup
My heart grew sad but wise.
Bloom
I loved you then, when year was young,
And all was green and new.
I loved you still, as days were long,
And nights were brief and few.
I continued to love you in the chill
Of winters darkest gloom.
But when the spring had come again;
My love, it did not bloom.
Where are you now?
I could feel the sunshine's warmth
From your golden smile
I could breathe the clearest air
I Could walk with you for miles
Where are you now?
Your tender arms surround me
Kept me safe all through the night
And when the dawn awoke me
You were always in my sight
Where are you now?
Your kisses breathed life into my soul,
Taught me how to live.
Everything I had was yours
All that I could give.
Where are you now?
Eagerly
Eagerly I sought your eyes
To tell me of your soul
I had a wish that you might see
My heart that you had stole.
Eagerly I met your gaze
but saw no spark within.
The coolness of your look was pain,
Though your touch burned upon my skin.
I closed my eyes to shield my heart
From glancing I refrain
I put it all to a restful death;
I dare not look again.
Wishes
Wishes are a way to think
Of things that could not be
They bring a smile to your lips
And set your dreaming free.
Wishes are a lot of fun
Although they don't come true.
The sparkle in the morning sun
And fade like morning dew
Birds
Time is forgotten,
when roses bloom in spring.
Tiny birds return again
and teach my heart to sing.
A simple tune of life's new growth
thaws my frozen heart
Help me to forget him birds
and give my life a start.
Deathless Sleep
Wake now from your deathless sleep;
Open up your eyes.
Bring again your sweetest smile,
Hold here to your earthly ties.
Let you gentle hands once more
Encompass all you love.
Let your spirit here remain
In a world that you are part of.
Let your arms embrace again
friends who hold you dear.
Know that a life of joy awaits
for many and many a year.
Shells of Autumn
Drifting autumn leaves are now
Shells of what was young
Summer dies along times way
Winter still unsung
Barren limbs reach for the sky
Silent cold and gray
Twitching in the winter winds
Gone are days of may
Wind replaces song birds call
Whistling sharp and shrill
Keening to the moonless night
Echo winters chill
Did Not, Would Not
I did not heed you when you called
I did not stop to know
All the words that you could say to me
As the winds of winter blow
I would not stop touch your hand,
All my dreams had gone awry
I could not let you see my tears
I will not let you see me die.
Eternal Call
It's been forever since I've seen you;
An eternity it seems.
Though it has only been a few short years
In the scheme of things.
I cannot recall you clearly,
No matter how I try.
I always feel you watching me,
Guarding me, as my days fly by.
The years have passed I've seen a lot,
I yearn to tell you all.
I have waited oh so patiently,
For your gently call.
It seems I can go no further
Though I try with all my might.
You seem to be just ahead of me.
Somewhere just out of sight.
I'm weary and I stumble,
I feel about to fall.
When I hear you calling to me,
That last eternal call.
Twisted Perceptions
Earth above and sky below;
Moonshine and the sunlight's glow.
Winters growth and summers snow;
Rivers stop and deserts flow.
Solid wind and misty stone.
Truths are hidden, secrets shown.
King's stool and a paupers throne
Multitude of suns, a star alone.
Crystal fire and blazing ice.
A single sleep and a first kiss twice
Careless shadows, worlds precise
A fractured gem at double the price
Lofty plains and valley peaks
Adamantine flowers, Granite weak
Quicksilver snails and lighting creeps
Vigorous death, and life that sleeps.
How Did You Know?
"I don't think I can concentrate a moment longer," I growled, pushing myself away from the table and standing up. I wished I could go for a run, but being blind made that an impossibility now. Restlessly I paced back and forth, trying to clear my thoughts. I could almost feel Dianna's eyes following my movements.
Maybe a short walk will help I told myself and I reached for my jacket. the fall weather was getting cooler by the day, and I could literally hear the leaves being shed by the massive trees around my house and around the campus. If I concentrated enough I could hear them drifting through the air and settle with a faint scrape on the sidewalk.
Dianna matched my pace as we headed towards the center of the town. I could smell wood smoke from a few houses. gradually a new, yet familiar scent mixed with the smell of burning wood.
"Hi Chris," I said and turned my head slightly and pausing in my walk.
"How did you know I was here?" Chris asked clearly puzzled.
"I could smell your cologne." I smirked at his silence.
"Is it to much?" he asked, and he brushed my arm just above the elbow to let me know where he was.
"Actually it smells very nice. Sandalwood?" I asked.
Chris laughed, "Yeah."
I grinned in his direction, "But it's not just Sandalwood," I went on, "several men wear sandalwood. There is something else there that makes your scent you." I paused to consider what it was. I could feel my brow furrowing in thought. I couldn't quite grasp it.
Blushing, I turned towards Chris, "would you mind terribly if I gave you a hug?"
The surprised silence lasted a moment or two before I felt myself drawn forward into a gentle embrace. I tucked my head into the curve of his neck and my arms went around his chest.
Inhaling deeply, the most prominent scent was that of sandalwood, just as I knew it would be. I could also smell leather, that had to be his jacket, and something spicy like an echo of cinnamon. I could also smell lavender, but only a suggestion of it, as if his clothes were washed in it, and the faintest trace of sweat as if he had worked out earlier in the day.
I took in his scent one more time before loosening my embrace and stepping back. I could feel my face heating up. I knew he was staring at me expectantly.
"Well?" he asked. I could hear a grin in his voice.
I blushed again. "Sandalwood, leather, cinnamon, lavender, and," I hesitated.
"And," he prompted. I felt his fingers brush a lock of hair out of my face.
"And a little bit of sweat," I mumbled quickly.
"I'm sorry," Chris laughed out loud, "I missed that."
"Nothing," I muttered and clicked my tongue at Dianna, signaling her that I was ready to walk. I could feel my face practically glowing with embarrassment. I can't believe I did that I thought to myself.
"Wait," Chris called and I could hear him hurrying to catch up to me. "Wait, Sarah. Don't go." I felt a slight pressure on my arm again, letting me know he was right there.
"I'm sorry Chris," I said and I slowed my pace.
"For what?" Chris asked.
Actually I wasn't sure what I was sorry about, only that I was embarrassed.
"Look," Chris said, and gently pulled me to a stop, "if I promise not to laugh will you tell me what else you could smell? I'm rather curious."
I bit my lip, debating on weather it would offend him or not. Finally I felt myself sigh in resignation, "I could smell sweat," I said. "But only a faint trace, as if you had worked out earlier today or yesterday," I added quickly.
"Hm," Chris hummed thoughtfully, "you know you are right," he said. "I worked out late last night."
"I didn't mean it in a bad way," I said, trying to get him to understand, "I like the way you smell."
"And I like the way you smell too," Chris said, and I could hear him grinning again.
I smiled in his direction and clicked to Dianna and the three of us moved on.
Maybe a short walk will help I told myself and I reached for my jacket. the fall weather was getting cooler by the day, and I could literally hear the leaves being shed by the massive trees around my house and around the campus. If I concentrated enough I could hear them drifting through the air and settle with a faint scrape on the sidewalk.
Dianna matched my pace as we headed towards the center of the town. I could smell wood smoke from a few houses. gradually a new, yet familiar scent mixed with the smell of burning wood.
"Hi Chris," I said and turned my head slightly and pausing in my walk.
"How did you know I was here?" Chris asked clearly puzzled.
"I could smell your cologne." I smirked at his silence.
"Is it to much?" he asked, and he brushed my arm just above the elbow to let me know where he was.
"Actually it smells very nice. Sandalwood?" I asked.
Chris laughed, "Yeah."
I grinned in his direction, "But it's not just Sandalwood," I went on, "several men wear sandalwood. There is something else there that makes your scent you." I paused to consider what it was. I could feel my brow furrowing in thought. I couldn't quite grasp it.
Blushing, I turned towards Chris, "would you mind terribly if I gave you a hug?"
The surprised silence lasted a moment or two before I felt myself drawn forward into a gentle embrace. I tucked my head into the curve of his neck and my arms went around his chest.
Inhaling deeply, the most prominent scent was that of sandalwood, just as I knew it would be. I could also smell leather, that had to be his jacket, and something spicy like an echo of cinnamon. I could also smell lavender, but only a suggestion of it, as if his clothes were washed in it, and the faintest trace of sweat as if he had worked out earlier in the day.
I took in his scent one more time before loosening my embrace and stepping back. I could feel my face heating up. I knew he was staring at me expectantly.
"Well?" he asked. I could hear a grin in his voice.
I blushed again. "Sandalwood, leather, cinnamon, lavender, and," I hesitated.
"And," he prompted. I felt his fingers brush a lock of hair out of my face.
"And a little bit of sweat," I mumbled quickly.
"I'm sorry," Chris laughed out loud, "I missed that."
"Nothing," I muttered and clicked my tongue at Dianna, signaling her that I was ready to walk. I could feel my face practically glowing with embarrassment. I can't believe I did that I thought to myself.
"Wait," Chris called and I could hear him hurrying to catch up to me. "Wait, Sarah. Don't go." I felt a slight pressure on my arm again, letting me know he was right there.
"I'm sorry Chris," I said and I slowed my pace.
"For what?" Chris asked.
Actually I wasn't sure what I was sorry about, only that I was embarrassed.
"Look," Chris said, and gently pulled me to a stop, "if I promise not to laugh will you tell me what else you could smell? I'm rather curious."
I bit my lip, debating on weather it would offend him or not. Finally I felt myself sigh in resignation, "I could smell sweat," I said. "But only a faint trace, as if you had worked out earlier today or yesterday," I added quickly.
"Hm," Chris hummed thoughtfully, "you know you are right," he said. "I worked out late last night."
"I didn't mean it in a bad way," I said, trying to get him to understand, "I like the way you smell."
"And I like the way you smell too," Chris said, and I could hear him grinning again.
I smiled in his direction and clicked to Dianna and the three of us moved on.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Shane Revisited.
A small neat house stood before me on a quite street where the cab driver had deposited me a few moments ago. There were a few bushes along the path that bordered a small lawn and lead to the front door.
The small set of keys felt oddly heavy as I walked the short distance to the front door. I took a deep breath and slid one of the small brass keys into the lock, though I hesitated to turn it. This was the address that was on the licence that they had given me, and looking into the mirror of the tiny hospital bathroom, I could at least tell that it was my own face that was smiling out of the ID card. They had kept me in the hospital a few more days after I had woken up; partly to make sure that I was alright and partly to see if I would regain my memories. Finally though they had released me.
A small click sounded as the key turned smoothly in the lock and I pushed the door open. The interior was dim in the late afternoon light, dust motes stirring in the air as I passed by a window.
The inside of the house was as neat as the outside had suggested, nothing seemed to be out of place. I laughed as this thought crossed my mind. How would I know if anything was out of place, I didn't recognize anything at all. I could have been in anyone's home.
A flashing red light on the phone caught my attention.
Beep... A man's voice came from the recorder, "hey Shane, it's me. You up for a pick-up game tonight? Give me a call."
Beep... An attractive woman's voice came next, "Shane, don't forget that you promised to go to that party with me."
Beep... "Shane. Man, where are you?"
Beep... "Shane, I'm getting worried, and so is Mom."
Beep... "Shane, did you forget to tell us you were going out of town or something?"
Beep... "Mr. Briarwood. This is a reminder..."
Beep... "Shane."
Beep... "Shane."
Beep... "Mr. Briarwood."
My hand hit the delete button, stilling the flood of voices. I could feel a headache coming on. I walked down the hall to the kitchen and opened the fridge, realizing that my stomach was growling. It felt awkward though, as if I was reaching into someone else's fridge without permission, without them even knowing that I was here.
I shook my head and pulled out a few things. It would take a while before it felt normal to be here.
I was just cleaning up when the phone rang, causing me to jump. I only hesitated a moment before picking it up. It could be someone that I knew, someone that could help me remember. Someone that could tell me who I was.
"Hello?" I said.
"Shane!" came the relieved voice over the phone, a woman's voice, "I've been so worried about you. Where have you been? Are you alright?"
I didn't recognize the voice. "I'm not sure if I'm alright," I said.
"What do you mean you don't know if you are alright?" she asked.
I sighed and quickly explained what had happened. "So you see," I concluded, "I don't even recognize your voice. I don't know who you are."
There was silence on the other end of the line. "Hello?" I asked.
"Shane," she breathed in shock, "I'm coming right over," she said, "don't go anywhere. I'll be there in half an hour."
"Alright," I said and hung up the phone.
"Hopefully in half an hour I'll start to have some questions answered," I said to myself.
The small set of keys felt oddly heavy as I walked the short distance to the front door. I took a deep breath and slid one of the small brass keys into the lock, though I hesitated to turn it. This was the address that was on the licence that they had given me, and looking into the mirror of the tiny hospital bathroom, I could at least tell that it was my own face that was smiling out of the ID card. They had kept me in the hospital a few more days after I had woken up; partly to make sure that I was alright and partly to see if I would regain my memories. Finally though they had released me.
A small click sounded as the key turned smoothly in the lock and I pushed the door open. The interior was dim in the late afternoon light, dust motes stirring in the air as I passed by a window.
The inside of the house was as neat as the outside had suggested, nothing seemed to be out of place. I laughed as this thought crossed my mind. How would I know if anything was out of place, I didn't recognize anything at all. I could have been in anyone's home.
A flashing red light on the phone caught my attention.
Beep... A man's voice came from the recorder, "hey Shane, it's me. You up for a pick-up game tonight? Give me a call."
Beep... An attractive woman's voice came next, "Shane, don't forget that you promised to go to that party with me."
Beep... "Shane. Man, where are you?"
Beep... "Shane, I'm getting worried, and so is Mom."
Beep... "Shane, did you forget to tell us you were going out of town or something?"
Beep... "Mr. Briarwood. This is a reminder..."
Beep... "Shane."
Beep... "Shane."
Beep... "Mr. Briarwood."
My hand hit the delete button, stilling the flood of voices. I could feel a headache coming on. I walked down the hall to the kitchen and opened the fridge, realizing that my stomach was growling. It felt awkward though, as if I was reaching into someone else's fridge without permission, without them even knowing that I was here.
I shook my head and pulled out a few things. It would take a while before it felt normal to be here.
I was just cleaning up when the phone rang, causing me to jump. I only hesitated a moment before picking it up. It could be someone that I knew, someone that could help me remember. Someone that could tell me who I was.
"Hello?" I said.
"Shane!" came the relieved voice over the phone, a woman's voice, "I've been so worried about you. Where have you been? Are you alright?"
I didn't recognize the voice. "I'm not sure if I'm alright," I said.
"What do you mean you don't know if you are alright?" she asked.
I sighed and quickly explained what had happened. "So you see," I concluded, "I don't even recognize your voice. I don't know who you are."
There was silence on the other end of the line. "Hello?" I asked.
"Shane," she breathed in shock, "I'm coming right over," she said, "don't go anywhere. I'll be there in half an hour."
"Alright," I said and hung up the phone.
"Hopefully in half an hour I'll start to have some questions answered," I said to myself.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Overview #87: Secrets
So I was a bit spotty on writing this week. Did my best, but it wasn't much. I was pleased at the way I managed to throw some interesting depth into the mix that is Asia and James. I love the new James as a character, and I'm excited to see what happens. I was pleasantly surprised to see Riley developing as the secret-keeping character. In every group of friends, in every romantic comedy plot, there's one poor, sweet, put-upon person who has to keep everyone else's secrets, and either the keeping or divulging of those secrets makes or beaks the plot. Here's to a bit more consistency next week.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Secret Revealed
"Tell me a secret," Hannah whispered, nudging me in the side.
I looked up at her, "what kind of secret? There are so many different kinds and different levels of secrets. There are everyday secrets, and there are deeper secrets, secrets that you don't mind people knowing, and secrets that you would guard with your life," I said.
She blinked at me, clearly at a loss for words.
I smiled, "alright, here's a secret for you. One that few people know," I said, drawing out the suspense.
Hannah leaned in close to me, "tell me."
"I'm colorblind," I said.
(short but to the point. lol)
I looked up at her, "what kind of secret? There are so many different kinds and different levels of secrets. There are everyday secrets, and there are deeper secrets, secrets that you don't mind people knowing, and secrets that you would guard with your life," I said.
She blinked at me, clearly at a loss for words.
I smiled, "alright, here's a secret for you. One that few people know," I said, drawing out the suspense.
Hannah leaned in close to me, "tell me."
"I'm colorblind," I said.
(short but to the point. lol)
Know what they say...
"Can you keep a secret Mark?"
I looked up from where I was studying my textbook. I pulled off my glasses and wiped them slowly on a piece of soft cloth, "of course I can," I said, "but you do know what they say."
"I have to tell someone or I'll go crazy," Sam said and leaned in closer.
I placed a marker in my text and turned my full attention towards Sam. He was practically jumping up and down. Sam was a journalist for a local newspaper.
"I heard about something big that is going down. I was looking into the recent death of Brock Tharen, the one that died of a heart attack, and I found a whole host of other unsolved, or mysterious deaths within the same two hundred mile radius," he said in a whisper, looking around briefly to see if we were being overheard. "I think that there is some sort of organization that is taking out these people. I figure it can't be one man," he said, 'too many deaths in too short a time.
I took off my glasses again and gave them another brief swipe with the cloth, "have you told anyone else about your suspicions?" I asked.
"No, I thought I could rely on your opinion," he said.
"Just as you should," I said with a smile and beckoned him to follow me, 'though you never did answer my question about secrets. Do you know what they say about them?"
"Not really," Sam said with a laugh.
"Two people can keep a secret if one of them is dead," I said. I wasn't laughing as a slipped a knife between his ribs.
I looked up from where I was studying my textbook. I pulled off my glasses and wiped them slowly on a piece of soft cloth, "of course I can," I said, "but you do know what they say."
"I have to tell someone or I'll go crazy," Sam said and leaned in closer.
I placed a marker in my text and turned my full attention towards Sam. He was practically jumping up and down. Sam was a journalist for a local newspaper.
"I heard about something big that is going down. I was looking into the recent death of Brock Tharen, the one that died of a heart attack, and I found a whole host of other unsolved, or mysterious deaths within the same two hundred mile radius," he said in a whisper, looking around briefly to see if we were being overheard. "I think that there is some sort of organization that is taking out these people. I figure it can't be one man," he said, 'too many deaths in too short a time.
I took off my glasses again and gave them another brief swipe with the cloth, "have you told anyone else about your suspicions?" I asked.
"No, I thought I could rely on your opinion," he said.
"Just as you should," I said with a smile and beckoned him to follow me, 'though you never did answer my question about secrets. Do you know what they say about them?"
"Not really," Sam said with a laugh.
"Two people can keep a secret if one of them is dead," I said. I wasn't laughing as a slipped a knife between his ribs.
Change Everything
“I need you to keep a secret for me,” Asia said, apropos of nothing.
Riley blinked. “Me?” He didn’t usually get a sword, so the fact that he was in Asia’s stunt cave of all manliness was a rare event.
Asia nodded without looking at him - she was trying to fix a stray piece of armor. Riley thought that was the costume department’s job, but Asia was filled to the brim with odd skills like that.
“Okay.” Riley set down the stunt sword very carefully, lest she say something utterly shocking and he dropped the sword on his foot. “What’s your secret?”
“It’s for James,” Asia said.
Riley felt himself light up, and it took the best of his actor discipline to smooth his face into a calm, half-interested mien. This was the sort of gossip Fiona and Serena would kill for. “For him? As in I should tell him?”
“As in it’s for his benefit, but I hope for your sake you never have to tell him,” Asia said.
That was downright cryptic and, Riley suspected, not really all that romantic. But he stepped closer and lowered his voice, adopting the demeanor of one both interested and sincere. And he was interested and sincere. But he was also dying of curiosity.
“You can tell me your secret,” he said.
“If something should ever happen to me,” Asia said, “and James ever gets the feeling that he’s being...watched. Or followed. Or whatever. He’s not being paranoid. He needs to get in touch with Tobias immediately and tell him what’s going on, and Tobias will keep him safe.”
Riley raised his eyebrows. “Will something ever happen to you?”
Asia glanced up from her armor-smithing. “These are perilous times, friend.”
“Why would people start following James around if something happened to you?” What could have been immensely romantic was now just confusing. Riley resisted the urge to sigh.
“Because today I’m going to let James kiss me, and that’s going to change everything.”
(334 words)
Riley blinked. “Me?” He didn’t usually get a sword, so the fact that he was in Asia’s stunt cave of all manliness was a rare event.
Asia nodded without looking at him - she was trying to fix a stray piece of armor. Riley thought that was the costume department’s job, but Asia was filled to the brim with odd skills like that.
“Okay.” Riley set down the stunt sword very carefully, lest she say something utterly shocking and he dropped the sword on his foot. “What’s your secret?”
“It’s for James,” Asia said.
Riley felt himself light up, and it took the best of his actor discipline to smooth his face into a calm, half-interested mien. This was the sort of gossip Fiona and Serena would kill for. “For him? As in I should tell him?”
“As in it’s for his benefit, but I hope for your sake you never have to tell him,” Asia said.
That was downright cryptic and, Riley suspected, not really all that romantic. But he stepped closer and lowered his voice, adopting the demeanor of one both interested and sincere. And he was interested and sincere. But he was also dying of curiosity.
“You can tell me your secret,” he said.
“If something should ever happen to me,” Asia said, “and James ever gets the feeling that he’s being...watched. Or followed. Or whatever. He’s not being paranoid. He needs to get in touch with Tobias immediately and tell him what’s going on, and Tobias will keep him safe.”
Riley raised his eyebrows. “Will something ever happen to you?”
Asia glanced up from her armor-smithing. “These are perilous times, friend.”
“Why would people start following James around if something happened to you?” What could have been immensely romantic was now just confusing. Riley resisted the urge to sigh.
“Because today I’m going to let James kiss me, and that’s going to change everything.”
(334 words)
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